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11:42 a.m. - 04/14/2009
Underdeveloped psychic powers and astral projection
So I think I might have psychic abilities. More often than normal I have dreams that end up coming true in some form. For example just recently on Thrusday night I had a dream that I got attacked by a polar bear. Really random right. And then on Friday some woman gets attacked by one at the Berlin zoo. I usually have this feeling that tells me whne my phone is about to ring or when someone will knock at my door before it happens. I'm also ridiculously empathetic. I have this crazy ability to feel what other people and animals are feeling. It is also common for me to have out of body experiences or suffer from sleep paralysis, both of which are associated with psychic abilities.
I've read that a lot of people who are psychic don't know they are and as a result dont practice their talent to make it more powerful and I think thats the case wiht me. Maybe if I worked on it then eventually I could predict the future. And if I delve enough into this whole psychic paranormal world perhaps I can figure out a way to control my sleep paralysis and out of body experiences since scienc cant reeally offer me a solution.
Have I ever written about those before? I have them more frequently than I should and I hate it. With the sleep paralysis I wake up but I can't move at all, and becasue I cant move it feels like my lungs cant move either and i cnat breath. I really feel like I'm about to suffocated and I have to focus ever bit of energy I have into moving my finger or something small like that to snap myself out of it. I'm mentally awake and aware of everything that is going on around me, but i can't move or talk or anyhting.
The out of body experiences are just as bad. they tend to happen when I'm falling asleep as opposed to when I'm waking up. What happens in these instances is that I'm in the process of falling alseep and I actually kind of feel like I'm dying and all the life is being sucked out of my body. I can't breath adn i cant do anything about it. I just drift futther and further out of my body and I start to panic and then I use all of my might to force myself to wake up fully which causes my body and spirit or whatever to reunite. These two sleep disorders are the main reason why I frequently scream upon waking up.
These two conditions have been associated wiht lots of paranormal activity. Ghosts and negative energy and all kinds of stuff like that. The most interesting theory and the one i'm inclined to believe is the astral projection. Sleep paralysis occuring when you get lost or something disturbs you and are suddenly returned to your body, and the second one is well, obviously the beginning stages of the astral projection. My spirirt is floating out of my body to go somewhere else.
So not only could I be psychic but not know it, but I could be astrally projecting myself all over the place and not knowing it.
Or I could just be crazy and rambling on and on about nonsense. Either wasy, i think just for fun I'm goign to look into strengthening my abilities to see what happens.
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