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11:29 p.m. - 02/24/2010
The source of this uneasy feeling
I have this uneasy uncomfortable feeling that I thought was a result of the stupid love random geometric shape that I'm in the midst of (right on the surface its a triangle, but if you delve a little deeper, it's got a lot more than 3 sides to it). I thought it wasa result of the fact that I'm soooo sick of playing stupid high school games with this guy who just needs to grwo up and admit that he likes me. I thought it was a result of the bad decisions I'm continuing to make as a result of my lonliness. I thought that maybe it was a result of the lonliness plain and simple. Or maybe because of the million other was that dont involve my love life, in which my life is screwed up and I'm a failure.
But I realized it'sn actually because I havent has a cigarette in 24 hours and I'm having nicotine withdrawls.
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