03/05/2018 - -
03/01/2018 - -
02/24/2018 - -
01/29/2018 - -
01/24/2018 - -
01/20/2018 - -
01/20/2018 - I want to die but that's nothing new
01/02/2018 - -
12/27/2017 - -
12/27/2017 - -
12/27/2017 - -
12/26/2017 - -
01/10/2016 - -
01/10/2016 - -
12/29/2015 - -
12/03/2015 - A short defense of medical marijuana to treat depression and PMS
12/03/2015 - -
11/30/2015 - So I;m going to drink a lot of wine and smoke a lot of weed instead
09/25/2015 - Last one standing
09/25/2015 - -
09/25/2015 - -
07/28/2015 - -
07/21/2015 - -
09/09/2013 - Bleed my love
09/09/2013 - Bleed my love
08/23/2013 - -
08/05/2013 - -
08/04/2013 - -
04/19/2013 - -
04/19/2013 - -
04/11/2013 - -
04/11/2013 - -
04/01/2013 - -
02/07/2013 - -
02/04/2013 - -
02/04/2013 - -
12/27/2012 - -
11/07/2012 - -
11/06/2012 - -
11/06/2012 - -
11/05/2012 - -
09/28/2012 - -
09/28/2012 - -
09/24/2012 - -
09/18/2012 - -
07/30/2012 - -
07/30/2012 - Throwback Lea returns
05/23/2012 - -
05/11/2012 - -
04/20/2012 - -
03/29/2012 - -
03/26/2012 - -
03/13/2012 - -
03/08/2012 - -
03/07/2012 - -
03/05/2012 - NoRace-Race
02/21/2012 - -
02/17/2012 - -
02/10/2012 - Pre birthday blues (dejavu)
02/10/2012 - Pre birthday blues (dejavu)
01/13/2012 - -
12/22/2011 - -
12/20/2011 - -
12/16/2011 - -
12/16/2011 - -
12/16/2011 - -
12/05/2011 - -
11/29/2011 - -
11/21/2011 - -
11/15/2011 - -
11/14/2011 - -
11/07/2011 - Stop telling me to smile
11/07/2011 - -
11/03/2011 - -
10/31/2011 - -
10/31/2011 - -
10/31/2011 - -
10/31/2011 - -
10/26/2011 - -
10/18/2011 - RIP Grievie GW
10/06/2011 - Summary
09/27/2011 - -
09/20/2011 - instantaneous connection
09/06/2011 - Someone else's someone special
09/05/2011 - Why couldn't it be me?
08/22/2011 - -
08/19/2011 - -
08/02/2011 - Empty and alone
05/08/2011 - I wish I were different
04/28/2011 - -
03/15/2011 - I wonder
02/08/2011 - Disappointments
12/25/2010 - I suck at life and ruined Christmas
10/21/2010 - I wish I were dying
10/10/2010 - Feeling down
09/22/2010 - am I sabotaging other relationships because I'm in love with you
09/22/2010 - lack of feeling
09/21/2010 - My bff(I know that term is gay but it's the best way to describe her) is coming to visit
09/21/2010 - falling into the same trap that I did before
09/20/2010 - karma? (Warning this is actually pretty mean so you probably shouldn't read it, but it's my diary and I can vent if I want to)
09/17/2010 - falling deeper and deeper
09/14/2010 - How to deal with a horrible revelation when you can't crawl into a hole and die?
09/09/2010 - A recent developmen: I love sleep!
- The real world sucks. death would be a welcome escape
07/29/2010 - i've never had a shoulder to cry on
07/29/2010 - too sensitive, no coping mechanisms
07/16/2010 - What if I didnt wake up ever again
07/07/2010 - I hate my family
05/28/2010 - BPD emotional rollar coaster
05/28/2010 - BPD emotional rollar coaster
05/26/2010 - everything hurts
05/10/2010 - being productive vs not wanting to kill myself
04/27/2010 - being used
04/26/2010 - the stupid dating pattern
03/15/2010 - Pian killers wont kill this kind of pain but I'll give them a try anyway
03/13/2010 - fuckin cokeheads
03/12/2010 - Complicated romantic entanglements: the story of my life
03/09/2010 - When it rains it pours....yet I still cant have the one I want
02/24/2010 - The source of this uneasy feeling
02/11/2010 - It's my brithday and I'm snowed in
02/10/2010 - my mental stability is in jeopardy
02/08/2010 - Neurosis
01/19/2010 - so close but ye so far apart
01/14/2010 - To my family I'm a failure
12/19/2009 - lonly
12/19/2009 - Fuck DC winters! I HATE snow!
12/15/2009 - Crystal meth vs Depression (A lot of similarities)
12/15/2009 - the men I could fall for who have no clue that I'm even slightly interested
11/23/2009 - how i like to torture myself
11/12/2009 - Corona, the best cat in the entire world!
11/12/2009 - I fantasize about cutting....
10/31/2009 - Emotional Affairs suck.
10/29/2009 - Stupid love, stupid bars, getting old and writing a novel
10/27/2009 - I <3 PETA's DC Team
10/26/2009 - unfortunately for me
10/25/2009 - Just some updates
10/19/2009 - The \"OMG he's so perfect for me!\" Trap
10/15/2009 - Even though you're hot, you're not the one for me
10/11/2009 - Unhealthy coping mechanisms
09/24/2009 - Stupid Wedding talk
09/18/2009 - Why do I miss you when I really really really don't like you right now
09/08/2009 - overwhelming sadness at the loss of a friend
09/08/2009 - RIP Salim Hylton
09/01/2009 - What could have been?
09/01/2009 - Pretend like it never happened
08/28/2009 - 6 badly written haikus while bored at work
08/17/2009 - \"Don't let it go to your head, boys like you are a dime a dozen....\"
07/20/2009 - Fucking assholes screwed us over
07/20/2009 - Interview, heart attacks, crazy times with the gays, and upcoming vacation
07/14/2009 - short and sweet
07/09/2009 - why does the government get to decide what drugs i'm allowed to put into MY body?
07/09/2009 - Reality sucks. Send me back to college
06/19/2009 - Writers suck, Guitar players rock, and fun times at the beach
06/05/2009 - Weekend drinking is a must
05/29/2009 - I hate rude people
05/08/2009 - Becoming a softy in my old age
05/08/2009 - Please let me get this vet tech job!!!!!
05/07/2009 - Job interview at an animal hospital tomorrow!!!!!
05/04/2009 - quick catch up
04/21/2009 - My sassy bunny Electra
04/20/2009 - more laziness
04/20/2009 - how to reopen the lines of communication?
04/17/2009 - Sad GLT news
04/14/2009 - Underdeveloped psychic powers and astral projection
04/12/2009 - An unhappy ending to the Duffie and Lea saga
04/10/2009 - hawaiian vacation
04/09/2009 - silently suffering
04/09/2009 - help
03/26/2009 - there's a reason I dont talk to you anymore, or maybe I'm just a cranky insomniac
03/24/2009 - I fuckin hate my loud and incondiderate office mates
03/23/2009 - Drugs make everything better
03/22/2009 - Missed opportunities and ringling brothers protest
03/08/2009 - stupid guys at clubs
02/27/2009 - Resume writing
02/23/2009 - women's helath day off of work
02/22/2009 - sometimes it sucks to be a woman
02/19/2009 - I hate HUD
02/14/2009 - i did have a happy birthday
02/11/2009 - happy b-day to me
02/10/2009 - birthday eve near death experience
02/09/2009 - prebirthday anxiety
02/07/2009 - They're just not that into me
02/05/2009 - sexual frustration
02/02/2009 - Youthful looks
01/31/2009 - Laziness
01/30/2009 - today sucks already
01/29/2009 - stupid depressing movie
01/26/2009 - Settle no more
01/22/2009 - hmmmmm
01/21/2009 - A grand romantic gesture or not
01/19/2009 - Peer pressure
01/18/2009 - endings are always sad
01/17/2009 - the annoying as hell inauguration weekend begins
01/06/2009 - The end
01/04/2009 - Why I cant live at home anymore
01/02/2009 - New year's resolutions
12/30/2008 - Assholes at work bothering my stuff
12/29/2008 - Ethical Dilemma
12/28/2008 - Christmas
12/21/2008 - excercise is the cure
12/20/2008 - maybe andre's not so bad after all
12/22/2008 - Bothersome things
12/19/2008 - Bad timing
12/18/2008 - Lexi and Damien
12/17/2008 - pulling myself out
12/17/2008 - damn it
12/17/2008 - Hibernation
12/16/2008 - roommate troubles
12/16/2008 - Life sucks and then you die
12/14/2008 - Facts
12/15/2008 - changes definately made for the better
12/09/2008 - What's stronger than enchantment
12/04/2008 - You frustrate me.
12/05/2008 - Christmas Money Stress
11/19/2008 - a little bit of realness
11/13/2008 - Post -Charlotte Near Death Experience
10/28/2008 - OH the Drama! - The end of Charlotte
10/19/2008 - Road trip part 2. Charlotte -the beginnig
10/10/2008 - Road trip with the gaggle of gays begins
09/12/2008 - If only I'd stayed in bed today :(
09/12/2008 - stop trying to live above your means
09/11/2008 - happy simple times?
09/09/2008 - an open marriage proposal is just not for me
09/08/2008 - Typical Firday night with kate and Trisha and a couple of fires
09/04/2008 - Saying it out loud is the biggest motivation
09/02/2008 - tension
09/02/2008 - Las Vegas
09/02/2008 - Andre's dumbass cookout and the inconsiderate guests
08/22/2008 - hidden agenda?
08/21/2008 - Plan move back to FLorida
08/19/2008 - For the record
08/18/2008 - tattoos and florida
08/18/2008 - Better but not quite healed
08/18/2008 - HEAL
08/17/2008 - horoscopes, distracting myself, a true love's kiss, vacations, etc
08/15/2008 - I'm moving to Alaska, or Florida...maybe...
08/14/2008 - a few things
08/13/2008 - What I wanted?
08/12/2008 - There's something to be said for talking things out with your best friend
08/12/2008 - \"It dropped so low in my regard\" that I \"Measure every grief i meet\"
08/12/2008 - \"A fairly sad tale\" of how \"Incurable\" \"The Trusting Heart\" is.
08/12/2008 - Self inflicted bad moods
08/11/2008 - the past few days
08/05/2008 - do i look old enough to have an 18 year old
08/04/2008 - I didn't really mean it
08/03/2008 - I'm not Carly and you are not Sonny
08/02/2008 - saturday nights
08/02/2008 - Mother daughter role reversal
08/01/2008 - No more bars or clubs for Kate and Lea
07/31/2008 - I didn't know men got PMS and hotflashes
07/28/2008 - Good things come to those who wait?
07/25/2008 - When did I become a grown up?
07/22/2008 - An old man who's young at heart
07/21/2008 - Everything happens for a reason
07/20/2008 - An observation
07/20/2008 - Definately not a dog person
07/18/2008 - I feel like crap
07/15/2008 - Monday at the Zoo with the lions and tigers
07/13/2008 - What wings are really for
07/12/2008 - Mildly hungover after a calm night of drunkeness
07/11/2008 - sick and tired and annoyed and missing my friends
07/10/2008 - upcoming vegas vacation with the fam and cookies no more
07/03/2008 - the pleasure you can get from a good book

description of older