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9:29 a.m. - 10/26/2004
not the person I wish i were
Sometimes I just hate myself so much, for not being the person I wish that I were. Does that even make sense?
Right now I hate myself for several reasons.
1) I probably won't get straight As this semester like I originally set out to do.
2) I waited until the last minute to study for my Shakespeare midterm.
3) I waited until past the last minute to do my ABA assignment
4) I haven't started studying fro statistics yet
5) I don't have enough credits to register until Wednesday
6) Its goign to take me 5 years to finish college
7) I don't have a job
8) I didn't save money from teh summer
9) I didn't get my liscense this summer like I said I would
10) I'm sitting here writing instead of studying like I should be
And the list goes on.....
These feeling are only intensified by the fact that Jacob was being a jerk not to long ago becasue I wouldn't take a study break and becasue I keep sayin that I'm sick. Which by the way I am. He keeps trying to force his beliefs on me and I'm starting to get sick of it, In this case his Christian science beliefs about sickness.
I need to get back to studying/ cramming.
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