Current Mood:
1:45 p.m. - 05/08/2011
I wish I were different
I wish that I were a more affectionate person. I wish that I had the ability to let the guys I date know how much I like them. I wish that I could initiate a kiss or hold a hand, or do anything without the guy initiating it first. I wish I didn't hate myself whne I got to the point where I really really liked a guy. I wish I wasn't afraid to express my feelings. I really really like this guy I'm dating, but I think he's pulling away from me. But it might possibly be my fault because I show no affection. I don't know what to do. I'm probably going to screw this one up just like I've screwed up every other relationship I've been in. If only he could read my mind. I hope he likes me as much as I like him and i'm not setting myself up to get hurt. That's the problem with likeing someone too much and caring too much. You set yourself up to be hurt.
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